This morning, I woke up very early. I think it was 3 in the morning. First, I talked to my God to ask for his traveling mercy among us. I prepared my stuff and paraphernalia's for my duty. I ate my breakfast in a fast food chain because I wasn't able to check the kitchen if there's any food left for me. I want to be early, so I left the house around 4:30am. I arrived in the meeting place and I saw Shiela waiting for us. Passed 6am when we left the area. We assumed that our other group mates was in the other bus because they were not answering our text messages. We were hoping that we could arrived in Malolos on time with no hassle. Unfortunately, The bus was atrocious. Instead of loading ourselves in the proper place. They unload us in the Capitol of Malolos. Not so far in the hospital but because we need to hurry up, it made us feel that it was very far. They uttered some words which was not appropriate for the day. Urgh. I walked as fast as I could. I think I have lost a plenty of fluids in my body that's why after entering the hospital premise I sat down and ask for WATER to Mommy Vicky. Thank God, we were able to signed the log book for our attendance. Same routine, Taking Vital Signs, Giving Medications that's it. After that, Our Clinical Instructor. Ms. Chona Espero told us to make a Nurse's Chart following the SOAPIE Format. We made our individual tasks then we proceed to Greenwich to have our heavy BRUNCH (Breakfast-Lunch). Again, another terrible encounter to the crew. It was a century after when they served our food, our pineapple juice was not cold even there's an ICE inside. Very sluggish in meeting their customer's needs. But that encounter does not made our day ruined. As a part of routine. We laughed and laughed because we were talking to such topic in which all of us can't get over. THE GER-GER, JERPETS related topic. Very ridiculous. After complying all the activities in the hospital. We sat down in our counters while waiting for our dismissal time. Some of us were LETHARGIC because they woke up very early too. They don't want to be LATE again. The institution was very STRICT in regards to the attendance. Imagine, their time was 25 minutes advance to the exact time of the whole country. I was a VICTIM last Tuesday. I came in the exact time if we will base the time in my CLOCK. It was a 15 minutes advance to the SCHOOL CLOCK and TV CLOCK. But unfortunately, as expected I was late for about 14 minutes. Our CI came and she discussed about the sanction regarding TARDINESS. I thought I will be given a MAKE-UP Duty but she told me that she lessen it. Only an EXTENSION OF TIME on the total hours of my duty. I entitled this POST as HORRIBLE DAY because someone tested my temper as always. Way back to our MATEO DAYS, she's been a lazy girl. I really hate PATHETIC PERSON. DYSFUNCTION, NO PURPOSE AT ALL. That's what I characterized her. Upon hearing the bad news regarding the extension of time. She was terribly laughing because of the incident. See how PATHETIC she was. She was expected to be a concern group mate but unfortunately and as expected she wasn't. I made to say this thing. I'm not saying that I am excellent in all areas. I'm also experiencing CARELESSNESS especially in my clinicals but at this point in time, she was expected to know already or as much as possible to MASTER the VITAL SIGNS PROCEDURE. I was laughing because she didn't know where to get the pulse in the radial area. Oh wow! I can't help myself but to laugh. The entire group doesn't like her attitude. Me, personally I am honest that I don't like her. She's LAZY and I hate it.

She was laughing because she will have a companion tomorrow for the extension. She was also late for about less than an hour. Could you imagine how dishonest she was? She tampered the logbook. She changed the time from 7:30 to 7:00. I am very thankful our CI noticed it.

It was really bad to say these things but I want to be HONEST and I want to release this NEGATIVE and flushed this out after. I don't want any negative vibes to surrounds my midst.

I will reverse the feeling from NEGATIVE to POSITIVE. God forgive me for this.

I am hoping that my DAY for tomorrow will be much better than today. I don't want to meet the next day with BITTERNESS.

So this was the end of my DAY. All in all, I can still afford to SMILE for the goodness of God to me.

I will meet the next day with a positive perspective in life.

Midterm examination is fast approaching. I will do my best to perform much better than PRELIMS.

God bless you all.